I don’t know what to do with my life, do I settle down to become a good person or do I follow of my many dreams…As I listen to to my family screams (not really true but I feel like writing it)…It is not an easy decision to make and I do not want to disappoint everybody, I thought I have my future planned out but there are few things I am sure about because I am no longer sure what the tomorrow will bring and maybe a friends or a diamond ring…My life has become a big blur, this is the life I would prefer I want to go back in time when I knew what to do and which of my friends I knew would stay true. I am running out of time to make a decision and I hope my future is everything I envision….It is time for me to take a break and this is what I think about as I lie awake at night. I do not know where I belong and I want to follow my heart wherever it may lead because I know deep down it will let me succeed…

Here I stand,
Until the time
Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched
Hear voices speak words that can’t be undone
Was it my fault I was invincible
To the naked eye, I am invisible
I cannot be seen
Because no one wants to see me
I am different
Different from the rest of them
So they ignore me
But I don’t ignore them
No one is friendly
Why were they so blind
Because I am not them
I am only mine
I am different
But I can see
But they can’t see me
I watch them fall
Divided they fall
Together they die
But here I stand
Until the end of time
Was it a crime that I was unique
Original to the human mind
I was invisible to there standards
Invisible to their lies
But as they kneel to beg
I watch them beg
But here I stand until the end of time
Was it a crime for me to live my life
A crime for wanting to survive
No one would answer
So I will wait until the end of time

Life’s too short to dwell on things
that pull and tear on your heart strings
so park those thoughts that make you worry
and create new goals to which you’ll hurry. Read more